Today started out as a great day. Not only did I get to see all of my friends and have lots of fun while at school, but I got to act like the total history nerd by knowing what the Rush-Bagot Treaty was off the top of my head (my teacher couldn't remember so I waved my hand around until he called on me and explained, "It's with the British about the Canadian border, late 1810s, I believe."), I got to pair up with the smartest person in my class for a game of jeopardy-style review ("Who is John C. Calhoun!" We win so much even though everyone else said our team was stacked.), and I droned to my Spanish class about the Spanish Civil War (All the while going "Antonio~~" in my head, expecially when my teacher started talking about Italian aid and stuff from Mussolini...). After school, I went to help one of my friends with her physics work that she's been having trouble with and got her to finally understand static vs. kinetic friction.

And then it all went to hell because my friend's twin brother asked me out right before I left, completely catching me off guard. I panicked and laughed a "Sure." not thinking about the consequences.
Needless to say that the rest of my night since about 6 o'clock has been really stressful, mostly because I'm a complete idiot for saying yes when I don't feel that way about him. Somehow, my brain can't add stuff up like that on the spot (I just fail with these kind of relationships, I swear).
Now he thinks we're girlfriend and boyfriend (something I wouldn't have consented to even if I felt that way about him to begin with) while I just want to call the whole thing off. My friends have been trying to help me (and I love them for it) suggesting that I tell him that we're not an official couple and that I'll go out on a date with him just to see what happens, but I really just want to apologize for all this and return to my simple, happy lifestyle of being single (not to mention I might sorta kinda like this other guy, and the last thing I want to do is lead someone on).
Question is, can I do that without seeming like a total b!tch and destroying a friendship I've had since the third grade. Not to mention I'm a complete wuss. Plus, I can't just sever ties or anything since I'm friends with his twin sister and we all have the same French class after school on Fridays.
I know that wasn't specific in the least, but if anyone has any advice, I'd be supremely thankful for it.

Sorry for using my journal to rant about my screw-ups; I just really needed to vent. >.<

Until this is all figured out, I'm burying myself in my APUSH notes for a test on Monday and most likely hanging out on dA. Big thanks to for the doujins! I love them and they're so awesome!!! (Your icon is EPIC, by the way!! XD)
~ Yolapeoples